RAINING IN ＰＡＲＩＳ (Lofi HipHop)

The second episode of the RAINING series ?
listen to RAINING IN ＴＯＫＹＯ here – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XKDGZ-VWLMg

The thing is I love her and I need her so bad but she chose to leave me. i didn't do anything bad or wrong on her i always wanted to make sure she is happy even she doesn't know what i feel. Every time we have a conversation felt like she's not interested but she is doing her job to make me feel better but one day….that day… I don't know myself…the pain still remains. Sorry to my English

I'm actually in Paris, I'm trying to sleep and it's raining ☔

hey there.
oh? can't sleep? i could tell.
[…]
me neither man. i mean,,, i can't sleep either,,, like you.
[…]
the rain is nice tonight, isn't it?
[…]
should i play a record? which one'd you like?
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oh? you like them too? what a small world, huh?
[…]
this is nice, isn't it? just you, your record player, me, and the rain?
we should do this more often, i like your company, it's real nice. y'know?
to have someone to stay with?

i want a partner who'll let me talk to them about my feelings and not say that i'm "overreacting" or "it's just stress." i want a partner who'll come to me with their problems and trust that i'll do the same that they do for me for them. i want a partner who'll do funny and stupid photoshoots with me. i want a partner who'll go to the pond and catch frogs with me. i want a partner who's okay with going to McDonald's as a date. i want a partner who'll infodump onto me, because it's the cutest thing. i want a partner who'll trade pretty rocks with me to show our affections, like penguins.

notice how they all say "want."

the weather that i prefer

Excuse me but why is there not a 10 hour loop of this playlist? The songs in this playlist are really good and chill, so I am asking for a 10 hour loop. please make a 10 hour loop of this playlist. ☻︎

yo je suis françaiiiiiise

I feel like Paris doesn't have this type of vibe lmao

Hi.
How are you ?

It sucks that when they are gone you start to miss the small things about them. The way they use to clip their hair a certain way, the smell of her hair in the morning…the way her lips use to curl up at the ends when she smiled. God how I miss those beautiful, deep brown eyes. Filled with so bright they they’d make a star envious. So deep they make the ocean seem shallow. The way she’d run her fingers up my back when we’d hug. The way she would rub my neck as I drove, because she knew driving made me anxious.

I miss the little things.

it's 3 AM in my country right now. I've read a lot of comments and I felt like I should let out a thing that is eating me inside.

I've met a girl on google plus, about 6 years ago. I was full of friends, I had a caring family, money, I was happy, I didn't had the need of anything. But then, I started talking to that girl, firstly just because I wanted to,but then I started needing to talk to her. She was so different from all the people I have met. Months passed by, and me and that girl became closer everday. We started doing calls, playing together,telling how our days went…we started sharing a story. Firstly it was just a roleplay,but then we started writing pages and pages, thinking about new ideas and characters..

Time passed, and I started pushing away every friend I had. For me that girl was better than a bunch of "meaningless" friends.

I started loving that girl with all my heart. I always wanted to make her happy. Even if she was really far from me. I kept worrying for her, asking if she ate, or if she slept enough, always thinking about her. What she liked,what she hated,what she would wear, what she would eat,what she would say… I always thought about my future including her with me.

Last year I decided to visit her. I started working all day to collect enough money, and finally, I succeed. The flight was the 11th October. I remember it was a friday monday.
When I ended up at the airport, she was already there. I instantly ran at her and hugged her tight. If I could die happy, probably I would die there,in her arms, that freaking friday monday.

We spent together 2 days. We went to an amusement park, we slept together,we drew together… we were so close and happy.. I've never been that happy in my life.

Before heading back home, I gave her a bracelet,a lil plush and a diary I wrote telling her all my feelings. she also gave me a wolf plush and we decided to call him Bio.

Once I was home, Nothing was still the same.
She started ignoring me. At first I thought that she probably had important stuff to do, so that was okay.
But then she started searching new friends. I felt so damn terrified. I'm nothing without her, I just can't be without her. I need her because I love her.
But it wasn't the case.

I asked why she started avoiding me, we ended up calling and that's when she told me she didn't love me back,and instead,she had a crush for a boy.

I was destroyed. But if that made her happy, I accepted it. Even if I cried and felt so desperate. I couldn't even find a way out. Everything I believed was now..gone. She was gone.

She threw me away like trash, not wanting me in her life anymore.
Everything we've been through, everything we started,everything I did…it was meaningless…

I tried everything. I tried texting her in every way possible, I tried calling her, I tried asking her friends..but nothing… She keeps ignoring me,every single day.

My parents tried to tell me to go on and forget her..but how can I?..
I just can't erase her…

Every single day,every single night, I start crying and thinking about her.
I shouldn't told her my feelings..probably she would be here right now..and I would be fine..but no..she's gone..she's no longer with me and keeps avoiding me.. I don't even know what to do..

Probably I'm just pity. Hoping that one day she will be back..

But she won't…right?…

"everything is going to be fine u will see" they said last year, im still waiting